Laila-san

It's me.

Its me almost a year. Missed me?
I kinda moved to Tumblr just like all the cool kids did.

But I figured that maybe it's time to come back.

So ya missed me or what?

The news of the attacks in Norway just reached me.

Today, on the island of Utoeya there was a large group of young people enjoying themself while on summercamp.

Then a man, dressed as a police man came to the island and start shooting. 84 people died on impact. Many more are injured. The suspect, a fundamentallst christian, is in custody. Though they are still looking for a second supsect.

The police also thinks he is responsible for the attacks on the governement buidlings yesterday. The total of death of the attacks combined is now 92.

This is the worst act of violence Norway has seen since World War 2.

The video footage the news showed send shivers up my spine. People running everywhere, people swimming for their lives.

To you who did this (I will not call you by your name because you don't deserve as much)

How COULD you? Innoncent people enjoying their lives, minding their own business. Who ever decided that you can take their lives away like it's nothing more than killing a bug. How dare you ruin so many lifes just because they had different opions than you? I just don't understand it. I just dont.

I am currently learning to become a history teacher, the reason I am doing this is so I can teach childern about the mistakes that were made in the past so that they won't happen again in the present or future.

Sadly a horrible mistake happend again, and though I am only one person I will pray for all of Norway tonight that they might find peace in the end and that they might find the power of trust once more when all of this is over.

Stay strong people of Norway, the rest of the world is praying for you tonight.

As many people might have heard... There was a shooting in Alphen aan de Rijn in the Netherlands were I live.
It's almost a week ago and I think now is the time for me to talk about it.

It happend in a mall on a saturday afternoon. The day us Dutch people go out and have fun and go shopping.
I live close, heard and saw almost everything, luckily nobody I know got injured or killed, but people died and people got injured. A friend of mine her friend's gramda was one of the victims who isn't with us anymore.

It makes me feel so awfully small, so scared. It always happens over there you know, and now almost in my own backyard. We got evacuated because the shooter left notes that said he planted explosions in several malls. Luckily he didn't.

The shooter took 8 lives and injured seventeen people. The people who died are all over 40, but the injured were mostly younger people. The shooter took his own life after his horrible deed.

If you have time, pray for the people who lost their family, pray for us, the people who heard and saw everything but couldn't do anything. Pray for the fact that this NEVER has to happen again... EVER! Not in the Netherlands, not in America, not in Asia, not anyware.

Also a word to people who treated me badly the past couple of days:
Yes I have been down and edgy but can you blame me?

I need one more person for Animecon 2011
And I can't find anyone that is willing to go.

Why? Am I really so hard to be around with?
Besides it's free! You only have to pay half of the hotel fee. And that it!
Who wants to go?

I'm feeling a little  depressed lately.
Like I'm not good enough...
I have people telling me I'm important, and smart and pretty.

But all I see is a horrible ugly person.
I have offically removed every mirror from my house.

I felt like writing this down.